Blaire White Reveals Growing Up in a Rosicrucian Cult

Childhood in a Rosicrucian Cult

• 💡 Blaire White shares her experience of growing up in a Rosicrucian cult on her father's side, a group she describes as Scientology-adjacent and involved in esoteric practices.
• ⚠️ She explains that while some Rosicrucians consider themselves esoteric Christians, her family's practices involved magic and deviated from traditional biblical teachings.
• 😨 The environment was frightening, with Blaire recalling instances of animal sacrifice and unsettling food at family gatherings.
• 💔 She developed a strong aversion to this side of her family, often crying when being taken to her grandparents' house, and felt a profound sense of evil and spiritual battle.

Escaping and Processing Trauma

• 🚀 Blaire moved away from her hometown at age 20 and was subsequently cut off by the cult, a common practice for those who leave.
• 🧠 She is still processing these childhood experiences, noting that the cult's intent was to guide her in their direction, but they did not force participation.
• 😥 A particularly traumatic memory involves an 11-year-old Blaire being held and caressed by a stranger while shopping with her mother, an event she still reflects on.
• 🗣️ She recently confronted her grandmother about raising her in a cult, but the grandmother denied it, even bringing up devil worship when not accused of it.

Contrasting Family Backgrounds

• 🙏 Blaire expresses immense gratitude for her mother's side of the family, who are Catholic, providing a grounding influence.
• ✝️ She was baptized as a child and believes this connection to Catholicism saved her from a potentially darker path influenced by her father's family.
• 🌍 The experience highlights the duality within groups, as she notes that both good and bad exist within all ethnicities, including white people.

Views on Parenthood and Adoption

• 🤔 Blaire is uncertain about having children, weighing the obligation to raise good individuals against concerns about social contagions related to gender.
• 🚫 She is against surrogacy, viewing it as treating a woman and pregnancy as a product.
• 💖 Instead, she advocates for adoption as a more 'godly' option for those unable to conceive naturally, emphasizing the importance of family and parental figures.
• 😔 She acknowledges that many orphans and adopted individuals face significant challenges due to their upbringing, but also notes that adopted people can become amazing individuals.